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Dead Again (feat. HOLY FAWN)

from LILAC by LOAM

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lyrics

Pardon my disconnect
I never wanted to be selfish
Fix my head
Gentle mother
I'm alone again

Bury the messes I've made
And hold out the hands that keep me safe
Cover my bones when I'm too broken
And carry me back out into the open again

I hear them circling above my head
These vultures
These doctors
They want me dead
I believe it
I believe it

(I don't wanna die like this)
(I dont wanna die)
(I believe it)

They were taking notes
On the mess that was my brain
Telling me to cope with what I've been
And work through all my pain
I was feeling useless
Buried my head in the dirt
I don't wanna be social
I'm an awful example

I don't wanna die like this
Strung-out on the pavement
I'm patiently waiting for rain
I'm patiently waiting for rain
And I grind my teeth
I fall asleep for a few days
I'm feeling dead again

I hear them circling above my head
These vultures
These doctors
They want me dead
I believe it
I believe it
I hear them circling above my head
These vultures
These doctors
They want me dead
I believe it
I believe it

I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again
(I fall asleep, I fall asleep)
(I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall)
I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again
(I fall asleep, I fall asleep)
I'm feeling dead again

(I don't wanna die like this)
I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again
(I don't wanna die like this)
I'm feeling dead again
(I'm feeling dead again)

I don't wanna die like this
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die like this
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die like this
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die like this
I don't wanna die

I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again
I'm feeling dead again

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from LILAC, released December 31, 2021

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